CHILDISH…!!! people around me would agree if thats the word you want to use to describe me. I, my self admits that I accept the word childish to describe me. Most of the people I knew love that characteristic in me, and honestly, not being aware of it I do love being tagged as childish. I started to act like what the word portray, I enjoy being so light headed, my reason that time is that others want me to be like that, and i loved being like that also. Before, I was that noisy but I’m not acting like my age, I knew the right and wrong, Im acting as a very responsible daughter, a nice child. During my elementary days, my classmates often thinks that im too matured for my age, maybe they are all right. I do experience lot of problems during my childhood days, that was the moment of my life where I knew about realities and fantasies. I do play, but my mind is wondering how not to add any problem to my mother. I never bring any problem to them, I just try my best to be at top, to do whatever  pleases them. That was the moment where I plan my goal. I dont know what year I planned all those stuffs, but Im sure that time I should be playing or doing things for my age. I take school at an early age, I do have great grades, but I realized that I need more, I want  more than I had, I want to free the child in me.

Then high school came, it is far different from elementary. Here, no one could stop you from being you, it will give you freedom that you have been craving  for.I learned to unleash the child that really wanted to be free. And the rest was history, I enjoy being a baby, I love being nursed by everybody. Even I stopped to grow on another aspect of my life, I reveal the child in me, I learned lessons which I cannot find in books and televisions. I let the child in me grow.

Now, I have come to the point of reflecting what happened to me. Do I still want to be like this?..And my answer is NO, I already let the child in me grow, Im a light headed person and that was different from being childish. I know what I should or shouldnt do, Im not going to asked question repeteadly just to get an answer that favorable to me. I want my self to be the combination of my elementary and highschool character. I grow inside, I knew that, and it made me happy yet sad because I am still leaving the childish way and I really love it. This is my comfort zone, and I had to go somewhere, where I can find the person I really want to be…and suppose to be me..